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  But as the two women kissed, Jenna suddenly realized something.

  This wasn’t just lust that she was feeling.

  With Alissa in her arms, and her mouth pressed against hers, she was feeling a kind of love she had only experienced once in her life.

  And that love made Jenna break the kiss, and take the girl in her arms, and hug her.

  Jenna hugged Alissa with all her force, and felt her boobs press against her own, felt her tight, young body against her own, and she hugged the girl like she had never hugged anyone before.

  Surprised by what Jenna had done, it tool Alissa a few seconds to realize what had just happened, and then she too was bombarded with emotions, and a need to hug Jenna back took hold over her heart, and she hugged her teacher back, feeling calmness and happiness in her heart after a long time.

  But suddenly, it was all over, and Jenna broke away from Alissa, and Alissa felt a part of her own body detach itself from her.

  “We can’t do this. I can’t do this. I have a family, and you...you have your entire life in front of you.”

  “What?”

  “I am sorry, Alissa, but this is wrong. I am falling for you, hard, and I just don’t want this sort of complications in my life,” said Jenna, and she pulled herself out of the pool.

  “Jenna, you can’t just leave me like this. What about my feelings? I am falling for you as well. I have never experienced this. I didn’t even know I was straight, for fuck's sake!”

  “I am sorry, Alissa, but this is something you will have to do on your own,” said Jenna, and she got hold of her clothes, and went to one of the changing rooms built at the back of the pool, leaving Alissa teary-eyed.

  Chapter Three

  That night, Jenna could not sleep. She tossed and turned, and then finally got out of the bed, and climbed down the stairs, and poured herself a drink.

  Jenna was worried, and stressed, and no matter how hard she tried to justify what she had done was right, she was afraid for Alissa, and what affect her behavior might have had on a girl who was already in a very vulnerable state.

  Jenna fiddled with her phone in her hand, debating whether she should call the girl or not.

  A storm raged outside, and a storm raged inside Jenna as well.

  She was missing her, and she wanted her but she knew it would be a mistake.

  Just then, her phone beeped, and the screen flashed with Alissa’s name, and she saw that it was an email from her.

  She was quick in opening the email, and she saw an attachment, with just a single line that said, “here is the first draft of the book cover. Tell me what you want changed, or if I still have this job or not.”

  Jenna opened the artwork, and what she saw blew her mind.

  It was the same photo that she had selected, but it was completely done in a new way, and for starters, the girl who was hugging the woman looking at the camera was changed to look like Alissa, while the other woman still looked like Jenna, and the text on the photo along with the stylization, the filter used, and the aesthetics were all so perfect, that Jenna knew she couldn’t have gotten a better cover made even if she tried.

  This was all too much for Jenna, and she finally gave in.

  Her resolve was finally broken by a beautiful piece of art that conveyed a lot more than words ever could.

  She found Alissa’s number on her phone, and tapped on the call button.

  After a few rings, Alissa picked up, and said a very cold ‘Hi’.

  “Alissa, I just received the cover, and it is absolutely amazing. I couldn’t have asked for anything better,” said Jenna.

  “I am glad that you liked it,” said Alissa, “does that mean I still have the job for future covers?”

  “Of course you do. I am not letting you go...I mean, a talented artist like you go.”

  “I got what you meant. You didn’t have to correct yourself,” said Alissa.

  “Listen, I know you must be very upset about what had happened between us, and I have been thinking a lot about that, and I have come to a conclusion,” Jenna leaned back on the couch, closed her eyes, and then continued, “I want to meet you tomorrow.”

  “Are you sure that will be the right thing to do? What if you get freaked out again? I can’t have my heart broken again, I am already in a very sensitive state of mind, Jenna,” said Alissa, and Jenna heard her voice break, as if she was on the verge of crying.

  “Don’t worry, I want to meet to make things right. I can’t tell you any more than that. Meet me in the parking lot tomorrow after school, and then I will take you somewhere,” said Jenna.

  “Are you going to kidnap me?”

  “Won’t you like that?”

  “I would love that,” Alissa laughed, and Jenna felt her heart fill with joy at the sound of her laughter.

  ∞∞∞

  Jenna saw her walking towards her, and like a breath of fresh air, she felt rejuvenated.

  It had only been a day since she had seen her, but so strong was her pull, that even a day felt like ages to Jenna.

  “I am sorry for being late, I was catching up on some school work. It seems like I have missed quite a bit.”

  “That’s okay. I can see how talented you are, and I am sure even after missing a month of school, you will still do much better than many others in your own class.”

  “Especially when I have a mole in the system,” said Alissa, and found Jenna’s hand.

  Jenna looked around to see if anyone had seen them, and then she opened the car, and pulled Alissa inside.

  “We have to be careful with holding hands and stuff, Alissa. It is dangerous.”

  “But I thought you had made up your mind to be a little careless,” said Alissa.

  “That is not what I had said. I had said I want to make things right.”

  “So, you lied?”

  “How can I lie when I didn't even mention what you have assumed?”

  “I don’t know. If you are taking me somewhere to let me down easy, then please let me get out.”

  “I am not letting you down, in fact, I want to do the opposite.”

  “What?”

  “Just wait.”

  ∞∞∞

  Alissa heard the sound of the waves before she saw the ocean.

  “The beach? Are we going surfing?”

  “No, I am taking you somewhere which is very close to my heart,” said Jenna, and pulled into the parking lot.

  After they had parked the car, Jenna held Alissa’s hand on her own, and said, “this is where we can hold hands without any problem. See? I am not going to let you down,” she said, and then started to walk towards the beach, with Alissa following behind, confused, but still holding Jenna’s hand.

  The feel of the cool sand on their feet felt amazing, and soon, the girls were running across the beach, and after running for a few minutes, Jenna and Alissa reached a place where the wide beach slowly started to get narrower, and soon, a rocky and elevated expanse of land replaced the cool sand, and that is where Jenna stopped.

  “There is a cave here somewhere. Help me find it.”

  “What? There are just rocks everywhere. And I have been to this part of the beach many times and I am sure there is no cave here.”

  “There is. I and Emma had found it years ago when we had stumbled into it, and that is where we had...made love for the first time.”

  “Oh…” Alissa said softly, “I can see where this is going!”

  “No need to get very excited. We will see where this goes. Find the cave, and then perhaps you can get your reward.”

  “I am on it,” Alissa exclaimed, and then she ran to a wall of rocks, and started running her hands against the wall.

  “I am talking about a cave, and not a hidden door that will reveal itself if you touch or pull on a hidden lever in the wall,” Jenna said, smiling.

  “Shut up, teacher. I don’t want you to be my teacher all the time.”

  “Believe me, a student is the last thing I
think of you as.”

  Jenna herself moved towards the wall of rock that stretched all along the length of the beach, as far as the eye could see, making this part of the beach very narrow.

  A group of rocks, sticking up from the ground, with pointed ends caught Jenna’s attention, and she stood in front of them, looking at them curiously.

  “I think I remember these rocks,” she said, her hand on her chin.

  Alissa joined her in front of the rocks.

  “It is weird how they don’t form a part of the wall. It is as if this part of the wall broke away from the rest of the wall. Perhaps if we look behind these…” said Alissa, and peeped behind the finger-like rocks that were shooting up towards the sky.

  “I think I found the cave,” said Alissa, looking at Jenna, from behind the rocks.

  “No way!”

  Jenna approached Alissa, and looked behind the walls, and sure enough, there was a very narrow space between the rocks and the wall, where one could squeeze in, and just a few paced ahead was a large opening in the wall.

  “Oh my goodness! I think you might just have earned yourself a reward.”

  “Should I go ahead?” asked Alissa.

  “Yes, I am right behind.”

  Alissa wriggled through the space, turning her body sideways, and then she started shuffling towards the entrance.

  Jenna, who was right behind her, started having flashbacks of a time long past, as she remembered following Emma just how she was following Alissa.

  And then other memories started to bombard her mind.

  Memories of the first time she kissed Emma beyond the wall that they were trying to cross.

  The first time she lay with her on the cool sand, and hugged her, and then, afraid she might break down once again, she shook the memories out of her head.

  Alissa finally reached the entrance, which was just about her height in length, and wide enough for her to enter front-on.

  “I hope there are no bats inside. I hate bats.”

  “I don’t remember any bats, but yeah, there were a few rats.”

  “Eww, that is even worse. How the fuck did you and Emma...you know?”

  “We didn’t do it in the cave, Alissa, there is an exit on the other side, which opens up onto a part of the beach which is hidden from everyone. Now keep going, babe. I am getting excited.”

  Alissa took a deep breath, and then she entered the cave, followed by Jenna.

  But as soon as she entered, she saw light pouring in from about ten meters away, from an opening that was the same size as the entrance to the cave.

  Alissa almost ran to the other end, and soon, she was out in the open sun once again, as the rays of the sun fell on her face, and she had to cover her eyes to see where she was.

  She was in paradise.

  A small expanse of sand covered land, semi-circle in shape, and about 50 meters in size were before her, and the waves were rushing in towards this undisturbed, hidden piece of heaven that she had just found.

  On top of that, a thicket of palm trees was situated in the corner, giving cool shade from the harshness of the sun, a perfect place to sit and enjoy the sea, while protecting yourself from the sun.

  Alissa looked over her shoulder, and saw Jenna exit the cave, and she had the same expressions of wonderment and surprise as Alissa, but Alissa could also see the sadness in her eyes, behind the veil of happiness that she was trying to put on.

  “This is absolutely amazing. I had never thought there would be a place like this here. I mean, this is just perfect!”

  “I know. It is perfect. It was perfect that day as well.”

  “Hey! You won’t be sad! I know that you miss her, but remember what you told me. She won’t like it if she becomes the reason for your unhappiness each time you think of her.”

  “Hmm...okay. Just give me a minute. You go on and have a look until then.”

  Alissa nodded, and then she walked towards the water.

  Jenna just stood and looked at Alissa, jogging towards the sea, wearing a short skirt, and an off-shoulder top and a silver necklace with chrome hearts bouncing and glinting in the sunlight.

  Then her eyes moved towards the thicket of palm trees, swaying lightly in the salt laced ocean breeze, and then she looked at that one spot beneath them, where she had gently undressed Emma, and kissed her forehead, and told her she had loved her, and Emma and just looked in her eyes and smiled back.

  And after almost 10 years later, Jenna stood a few feet away from that spot, and she smiled as well.

  She had decided she would not feel sad.

  And then, her eyes went back to the girl who was the reason she had come back to this same place.

  Alissa was standing in the water, feeling the waves crash over her feet, caressing her skin, while she just stood with her eyes closed and her arms wide open, feeling the wind in her hair and on her face.

  Jenna ran towards her, and then stopped when she was right behind her, and Alissa still hadn’t noticed her.

  And then she hugged Alissa from behind.

  She let go of all inhibitions, all strands of fear from her mind and heart.

  She clutched Alissa with all her might, her hands wrapping themselves around her waist, her face nestled at the side of her neck, and Alissa, after a few seconds of surprise, smiled, and then started caressing Jenna’s face with her hand.

  And then she turned around, while Jenna still had her arms around her waist.

  “Was this my reward?”

  “No. This was just me showing you what you have done to me in three days. I am not the kind of person to do such reckless things, but here I am, a married woman, with my student, hugging her, loving her, having dirty, nasty thoughts about her.”

  “Oooh...I would like to know those dirty thoughts, teacher,” Alissa said, seductively.

  “Oh my god, why the fuck are you so hot?” asked Jenna, pulling Alissa closer to her body, pressing her own body against her.

  “Not hotter than you,” said Alissa, and her hands went around Jenna’s waist as well, but they did not stay stationary.

  They started to move down, until her palms were caressing Jenna’s hips from over her waist.

  “I love these hips. I have admired them from the front seat of the classroom so many times,” said Alissa, and finally gave Jenna’s ass a squeeze.

  This was too much for Jenna.

  She closed the gap between their lips, and pressed her lips on Alissa’s with a moan of desperation escaping her.

  As Jenna took Alissa’s lower lip in her mouth, and started to suck on them hungrily, her hands moved down to her ass, and then she lifted her skirt with her hands, and sneakily moved her hands inside the folds of her skirt, and felt the raw skin of Alissa’s butt with her hands.

  She squeezed, pinched, pressed, and caressed the young girls’ tight, athletic ass, and felt lust rise in her.

  And love as well.

  The kiss that Jenna and Alissa were sharing was passionate, and it wasn’t just an outcome of lust.

  Suddenly, Alissa removed her hand from Jenna’s waist, and inserted it in Jenna’s hair, and caught a fistful of her hair in her hand, and pulled on them, kissing Jenna roughly, her feelings making her lose control of everything, and not one to be left behind, Jenna started to tug on Alissa's skirt, and pulled it down, and then she pulled her top down as well.

  Alissa wasn’t wearing any bra, and Jenna liked that.

  With one hand squeezing her ass, her other hand went to her left breast, and she started kneading it, and pinching her nipple.

  The moment Jenna felt Alissa’s boob in her hand, she wanted to kiss it.

  She wanted to take it in her mouth and to taste it.

  She broke the kiss, and moved her mouth to Alissa’s tit, and took as much of it as possible in her mouth in one go, making Alissa moan, and making Alissa tug on Jenna’s hair harder.

  “Aahhh...fuck…your mouth feels so good on my tits, baby. Aaahhh...yes bite that nipple.
Show me how crazy you are for me, Mrs. Smith. Show me how horny you are for your student.”

  That made Jenna switch boobs, as she kept pressing the one she was just sucking, and then started to bite the nipple of the other one like a maniac.

  Jenna could not remember the last time she had been this turned on.

  She wanted to taste every inch, centimeter, every nook and corner of Alissa’s body.

  She not only wanted to just make love to her, but she also wanted to devour her.

  She wanted to make Alissa hers.

  She wanted to make her moan for her.

  She wanted to make Alissa scream.

  Jenna removed her face from Alissa’s tit, and went back to her lips and kissed her hard, and then she looked in her eyes, and said, “I will explore, kiss and tease every inch of your body. I will be slow with you, I will take my time with you. But not right now. Right now, I want to taste this,” Jenna said, and grabbed Alissa’s pussy with her hand, and gave it a rub.

  “OOHHH FUCKKK!” Alissa moaned hard, while keeping her eyes locked on Jenna’s pretty face.

  “Do whatever you want with me, Jenna. Love me, baby. Make me forget everything!”

  Jenna hugged Alissa, and then she tackled her to the ground, and made her lie on her back, as the waved gently caressed both of their bodies.

  Jenna pulled Alissa’s skirt completely off her body, and then she took her toe in her mouth, and started sucking on it.

  Jenna had never done something like this with anyone.

  Not even Emma.

  But Alissa was driving her wild.

  She wanted to do things to her she had only seen in lesbian porn, things she thought she would never be able to do with anyone.

  After sucking on Alissa’s toe for a bit, she started kissing her way up her leg, licking and kissing her thighs, and then her inner thighs, and then, smooching the area where her legs met her waist, and then came back nearer to her pussy, but before she dove in, she looked into Alissa's eyes, and then, for the second time in the same place, said, “I think I love you, Alissa.”

  Alissa looked at Jenna, and did not reply immediately, and Jenna thought she was not going to get a reply once again, but then, Alissa wrapped her legs around the back of Jenna’s neck, and pushed her closer to her crotch, and then she said, “I don’t think, I know for sure that I am falling for you. I love you, Jenna Smith. You saved my life, gave it new meaning, now suck on my pussy, put your gorgeous face between my thighs, and make me lose my mind, my teacher...my lover!”